![]() ![]() Magic was all-time, but his career was tragically cut short because of the HIV. Kobe Bryant is face of the the 2nd most successful organization in the history of the NBA in it's brightest star studded city. I said he wasn't a top 3 Laker in my Kobe Finale blog. 5 rings one at the expense of my beloved Celtics in 2010****. He was the fucking Black Mamba, for God's sake. He would not have been trading jerseys after playoff games like guys do nowadays (which I fucking HATE). Kobe was everything you wanted out of an athlete. He embraced who he was a fierce competitor dictionary definition of the word. Many may even have said "an ass-hole" before noon today. Nobody did that more than Kobe Bean Bryant. Some are similar, but everybody's is their own snowflake ) I know who I am and what I want out of life. You start to truly become "you" and gain your own moral compass. Well, the years start coming and they don't stop coming you mature. How will I go on? What if we were in a petty fight at the time? When's the last time we said "I love you"? It's kind of fucked up, I know I shouldn't think that way, but when you have the twisted, depressed, hilarious, demented, genius, possibly on the spectrum brain of Ryan M*********** that's how it operates, baby. I'm terrified of of horrible things happening. It's fucked.Īlthough I haven't lost a ton of people close-close to me, it's something always on my mind. I feel like at least two people my mom knows die per month. I have friends who have lost parents as early as 7 years old friends that have lost siblings friends that have no living parents. Those that I have lost have almost exclusively been expected either old age, or a long bout with fill-in-the-illness. I only have one grandparent alive but it's one I am unquestionable closest with, As a 75 year old two-time cancer survivor you appreciate all the time you have, but know the inevitable is a lot closer than you would like. None of my close friends or immediate family have died. Both my parents are still alive so is my sister. who fucking knows? But other than guys I had been friends with dying young, I've been pretty lucky. You can think about the things that seem so mundane and maybe if I had said or done something.with the butterfly effect?. Life is really just a series of decisions. Both were guys at times, I had been closer with and for whatever reason we lost communication. Both were heartbreaking in their own ways and make think a lot of shit. ![]() That's pretty much it for me for people I've had a relationship worth grieving about. Two people I went to high school with have died in the last three years. ![]() In my life I've been pretty lucky, for the most part. Death is a reality of life and something we all will have to deal with countless times throughout our own. ![]()
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